For me, the things I carry is of a narure that some people would consider taboo. On the plus side, it reminds me of where I came from and wher I could go back to. I carry the regret and shame of an ex-drug addict. I am 24 years old and am now, barely starting to go to college and do what normal young people do, straight out of high school. I should have been done by now with school, but I'm not because of a lifestyle I chose. Now, I'm starting my life in a healthy way.
I have hurt my family,myself, and many other people due to my drug escapades. I've come a long way from my old life and have worked really hard to cahnge the way I conduct myself and the people I choose to associate with and spend my time with. I have learned a great deal and gained much life experience. I am on the road to success and have 14 months clean and sober. I attend AA meetings and go to church on a regular basis. I believe if I set my sights on God, I will not fail, only succeed. It's all because of God that I'm able to stay sober and endure all the things life throws at me and will continue to throw at me. The devil is going to try ato trip me up, but I will fight the good fight. In the end, it's all worth it. I'm happy to say that I now carry real joy and happiness that I never was able to get from any amount of drugs. This is true lasting happiness, not fake and temporary.
I really liked your post. I really admire how open and honest it is. I also really liked how optimistic it is. I'm glad you're doing better. :)
ReplyDeleteDon't stop pushing yourself to do whats right. You may be behind now, but in no time you will find yourself where you want to be. I can say i know where your coming from and i too am stuggling with drugs of the world. If god is your anwser, keep with it and be happy. Good job on the 14 months of being clean. Good luck
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